I feel kind of crummy right now, but I must admit that my day could have been a lot worse.

It all started good. I woke up and started cleaning house, like I’ve been doing the past day and a half and then later went to work. Nothing actually bad happened there, just the usual stuff. I ended up taking an employee who is higher up than me on two deliveries because she had gotten a major headache and was afraid of driving. No disrespect intended. While I was out on deliveries with her my good friend called me. I was excited about him calling not just because he was actually calling me, but because he had called me yesterday, saying that he wanted to do something with me today. I figured he was just calling to see what I was doing. It was later in the day so I figured he was getting bored waiting on me but no, he was calling to cancel his plans with me, apparently he had other plans that he had forgotten about before he made plans with me. I know that may come across as cocky and mean but I don’t mean it to be. I’m more disappointed than angry.

I’m sure you all can understand too. Here I’ve been going on for the last several entries talking about how I miss him and never seem to get much from him when I even get the opportunity to do anything with him and here I finally get an opportunity and he changes his mind! I’m glad he said that we could do something tomorrow but I can’t help but wonder if he’ll change his mind somehow about that as well.

I know it may seem stupid of me to go on about something like this but aside from the fact that everyone reading and myself know he’s very important to me and it has been a while since I’ve done anything with him, this was supposed to be the biggest piece of my day. I didn’t have any other plans and even if I wanted other plans I wouldn’t have been able to find them.

So anyway, let’s focus on some good news. Ever since I started cleaning when I got back and settled yesterday the house has actually gotten clean. Originally I had a bunch of stuff to the left side of my bed. That stuff was essentially scrunched in between my bed and a wall and it gave me a place to put some movies (in an old map holder or so it was labeled) and also a stand to lay my charging phone and alarm clock on. Well that’s all gone now, trash on the curbside. I moved my bed clear up against the wall and in the process I found that I need a new bed. Now I have more room space, which is what I wanted. I have a built in dresser with shelves above it in my room. My room was actually the laundry room, though why it has two regular size windows in it I’ll never know. Either way the built in dresser which was supposed to store bathroom/laundry material is crappy. I need another dresser to fit all my clothes anyway. So now I have enough room for another dresser. My room even has a floor again, I’m so proud of myself!

After accomplishing all that cleaning and everything that happened today dad and I went shopping. I need new sheets for my bed, and a dresser (and technically a new bed) so we went looking for them. Didn’t have any luck, well we did but everything was expensive. There’s an auction going on where I live tomorrow so we’re going to scavenge for a dresser there. Otherwise, if I ever get enough money, I’ll split the fee of a good one from one of our local stores.

The only other thing I consider bad that happened was a phone call I made in which I believe I was rude, in the voicemail I left I mean. However, I later called back and left another voicemail saying I was sorry for my rudeness. So I feel better about that.

Anyway I’ve kind of went on and some of my paragraphs are long and might cause eye sores. I’ll call it quits for now.