
Well today marks the fourth week of me being a vegetarian. I thought it would be harder, but it wasn't hard at all. I just don't have much to eat at hgome. My sister is very supportive and buys me things like vegetarian lasagna, and such. I don'tfeel much different than i did before. I'm not overky repulsed by meat or anything. lol. The most fun aprt of being a vegetarian, for me at least, is whenever anyone eats me I can say "so how's your murder." And its fun to randomly say, "meat is murder" lol. All my friends are used to it now.
For prom there was an option to order a vegetarian plate, but I completely forgot, so I'm just going to have a bunch of side dishes and appetizers, no main course. oh wells.
Oh, speaking of prom, I have a date now. I'm going with my ex-best friend Daniel, the one I used to live with. Because the girl he asked, her mom wouldn't let her go, so we just decided to go together.
Well, I want to expand on my lst journal entry about rejection. It wasn't an out right rejection. Well, I told our mutual friend, Carlos to hook it up. Carlos told Ingrid, the girl, and she was all like "oh she's not my type and im trying to focus on school, blah blah blah words words words..."
The thing about Ingrid is that I only talked to her like three times, ever. So it was just a little crush, and it wasn;t like I was madly in love with her. So anyways, the day I found out she said no, I walked past her and a group of friends, and Carlos said hi to me, then her friends wre like "Ingrid" and laughed. That was sad. i was sad. :( . Anyways the next day, yesterday, I was in the cafeteria, and so were Carlos, Ingrid, and their friend Sarah. I needed to talk to Carlos, but I really didn't want to be by Ingrid. So I saw here leave to another table to talk to someone, so I decided that was the perfect tiem to go talk to Carlos. But just as I start walking over htere, she starts walking back. I figured I had to keep walking, cuz I would look pretty stupid if I just did a U-turn. lol.
So I get to the table and talk sit next to Carlos, and Ingrid sat right across from me, but I made sure not to even look at her. lol. Well anyways I'm talking to Carlos, and he was saying how he was going to smoke me out, and such. Then outta nowhere I hear Ingrid say my name and ask me if I smoke. I told her I didn't, that I only did it once. Anyways, I turn back to Carlos and we finished our convo, then I left outside with my bff forever #3.
Anyways I have this thingm where I hate when people know my name, unless i tell them or we have a class together. And I know its perfectly logical that she konows my name, but it was just wierd to hear her say it. I liked it. lol. But I just wish she pretends I don't exist, since I'm trying to do the same towards her.
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Yeah, that wasn't far along enough to call rejection. Unless, you know, you did the online drama thing of projecting out your relationship for weeks and weeks for no good reason.
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