lately, i've become utterly obssesed with bdsm.
or, let me correct myself: i have realised how turned on i get when watching/thinking/doing bdsm.
not that ive done it, though the oppurtunity has presented itself once.
(to those who dont know: bondage, discipline, sadism, masochism.)
idk. its a bit weird, but ive gone far fast the weird mark anyway, so why not?
sasha grey is so beautiful! shes an amazing porn star. the videos ive watched of her arent all that good, she was a bit crappy in them, but her photoshoots+etc=hot.
i got accepted into interlochen, but cant go because its toooo expensive. i am so fucking pissed off.
but, right now, im applying for a journalism workshop. Sigh.
I'm getting a tragus piercing when I turn 16. you do have to be 16, right? with parental consent, of course. or, could i get it now? at 15? that would be joyous. and i want to get snake bites, sorta. well, alot. but idk. i like wearing lipstick. i could do both, its just more troublesome, is all.
im going to lose a bucket of weight and work out. im not fat at all, i just want to be more lean.

yeah. this is an abrupt ending.