I have had it...I chose friendship over love.Me and Heather broke up a few days ago.She gave me an ultimatum,our relationship or my friendship with Jesse.I can't let go of a friendship thats stronger than my feeelings for some girl.Hell if I thought the word love had no connection to our relationship,then it was only a matter of time before it was over.

Anyway I had the opportunity to go to my godmothers grave yesterday.She died of cancer when I was 8.She wasn't just my godmother,she was also my preschool teacher.Her family helped my grandparents get me into the best elementary in the area.Things weren't the same after she passed.Even though I was a little kid,I couldn't handle going to her funeral.As a matter a fact I never even knew where the grave site was.Now 11years later I finally find the courage to go and say my piece. The crazy part about it was that Jesse came with me,considering that my godmother was friends with her grandmother. I have never been so happy to cry in my entire life.The first time I cried because I was happy,man did it feel good and I shared it with my best friend!