my ear is. i got it pierced. nice.
i also think i like my friend. this girl. that i love to chill with and we both, we chat up the squares and inhale until our lungs are scorched black.
and we flow about life,
spill our brains for the intelligent and offer gleaming throats to chance and happiness.
she's so breathtakingly beautiful.

also.
for some reason.
i talked to him again, online, not too long ago.
bad move. i think.
but fuck, guys, i need some sort of physical comfort.
even if it's just him.
because he will always be there to hold me, kiss me, to fuck the pain away.
i just have to ask.
so why not,
right?