Spiders and tiny frogs in my suite's bathroom, hoorah!
Spring break and I'm still at school.
Yes, I'm one of those people...one of the lonely bitches that gets stuck on campus while everyone else runs off to Puerto Rico and Fresno and Portland.
I've been talking to an old friend more than usual recently and I've found that I miss her like mad. I've been busybusybusy this semester and trying not to think about all my friends that transfered schools never to be heard from again and the people that didn't transfer but with whom I've managed to have falling outs with for various reasons...and I keep coming back to this chick. It's sad. Maybe if she'd stop calling me in the middle of the night...
Anyway...staying on campus.
I had a ride offer to go up north and then I could have at least seen some of the high school people (maybe), but I had to turn it down.
My sister is getting married on Friday so I have to be in the area. The rehearsal dinner is on Thursday and I have absolutely nothing to numb my mind with until then.
Except writing. And that's not going well.
And I should clean my room, it's trashed, I don't think I've cleaned it in...weeks, maybe creeping up on a month, like I said, I've been busy.
I thought about hitting up Berkeley today, the general city, not the University, because I have a check to deposit and I need new shoes--but I don't want to go alone...and I have no doubt that I'll somehow manage to spend more than I intend and then I'll be broke and waiting for my meager little paycheck again.
I thought about going into SF too, but I know for a fact that I'll spend a hell of a lot more money than I intend to and it's not any fun by myself.
I think, ultimately, before I can do anything else, phone up my friend who's a permanent area resident to hang out with, or try and work on my many papers and projects...I'm going to have to clean my room.
It's gotten to that point where I'm constantly stepping on things that shouldn't be stepped on--like clean clothes and textbooks that I should be reading, and calculators...and I can't find things anymore.
It needs to end.