Ive been writing on here so infrequently as of late because it always seems like not much at all is going on in my life- ever. However, things have popped up, and I think I forgot to mention them on here. So, in review:

-I moved up to asheville with my mom last week. I havent lived with her since I was in 3rd grade- and even then it was mostly and my dad, I hardly ever saw her.

- I've been talking alot to my sister's friend that I *think* I've already mentioned. I think that she's very interesting, but hard to understand, which doesnt make me that hopefull about the possibility of a romantic relationship, even though supposedly shes really interested in one?
I guess its just difficult because she seems like she never really relaxes, or really acts body-language wise like she's interested in me, or even acts interested in me romantically at all. Which is wierd considering that all I've ever heard about her from my sister, her roomate (also a mutual friend), and various other people from that school for the past few months is how ridiculous of a crush she has on me. It's a little off-putting.
The whole thing is really weird. my sister is home on break and talks to her (J), multiple times a day some days, so sometimes it feels like she knows more about what's going on than me. She also announced to my family at the dinner table the other night that me and her friend j are 'in a relationship'. ? the girl hasnt even alluded-much less acted on or told me- that she likes me. To make matters worse, I really dont want to be the one initiating any sort of physical expression of my attraction to her, because she was the victim of long-term childhood sexual abuse and rape, as well as a victim of rape more recently. I'm just really not that comfortable going there, and she's really not giving me that much to work with her.

... wow. that turned into much more than a simple bullet. sorry?

-still.havent.found.a.job. My mom's been keeping me so busy being ms. housekeeping since I got up here that I havent had the time. Hopefully that will change tommorrow?

-really thats all. I thought there was enough to merit bullets, but evidentally my life just isnt that interesting.