
Girl Troubles. Those two words have stricken fear into the hearts of men and women for, practically forever. Well, girl troubles doesn't really even cover me because I have some guy troubles thrown in as well. So I'm in the middle of some Guy and Girl Troubles.
WELL, my girlfriend, who I believe never really even liked me at all, broke up with me a while back. (no, i don't say that to feel sorry for myself. i say it because it is the truth.) I thought I was fine, acted like I was fine. But that was like my first real relationship. And that will always leave a lasting imprint on you, no matter what you say. (even if you forget and don't remember it.) So, recently I realized that, "Man! I feel suckish!" And there is just something about her that peeves me. I have no idea why. It just does. So, yeah.
THEN, the ass wipe of a guy that I didn't talk to for a while because he spread a bunch of rumors around the school about my best guy friend, is now talking to me again for some unexplained reason. I guess my frosty demeanor wore off, and I acknowledged his existence which was good enough for him. SO now I have the pest on the bus staring at me and making moves on me. I DON'T LIKE HIM. He pretty much disgusts me. I can bear him, but not EVER in a relationship and barely in a social scenario. I don't know, my feelings on him are mixed since I used to like him and then I realized what a complete idiot he was.
NOW, one of my friends just realized maybe a couple of weeks ago that she is bi, and now she told me that she likes me. I ONLY like her as a friend and just wanna stay that way. She is the easiest thing that I am going through. I will just remain in a friendly manner. Nothing more, nothing less. I guess that is all I have to rant about.
Soooooo................ yeah. Love you guys! Thanks for listening to me complain so much. ~Jess
(P.S. Check out my comic series "Angry Boy with Problems" that I have been drawing for awhile but just decided to put online. It will be in journal posts or something and also, it might be on myspace but it is being fucked up right now.)