Waking up in the morning sun.
Another painful day has just begun.
Another day of pretending to be
Someone I'm not
Wishing I was just forgot.
Beautiful little girl with golden blond locks.
Holds a secret that would shock.
Don't understand it.
Don't want to live with it.
How can I just forgive it?
Taking over my life.
Can't sleep at night.
There is so much fright.
Built up inside.
A part of me has already died.
Building up harder and harder.
Putting a hole in my soft kind heart.
These difficult feeling tearing me apart.
Body piercings dyed hair.
Holding in and exposing the me I bare.
I hardly dare speak the truth.
Its kind of like growing a new tooth.
Breaking through the walls its enclosed in.
Hard and painful but beautiful in the end.
Beautiful young man with golden blond locks
Now exposing a secret that shocks.
Being who he was destened to be.
Hey, guess what.