Silly Shelby stole my blog title...Darn her...But anyways...
Today was good. Yes. Good. Field trip to Evergreen State College.
Symphony chocolate bars anybody? Orgasmic, I am telling you. I just ate half of one of those king size massive bars, and mmm...I think I made more happy noises for that than I did the last time I had sex. It's been, well...A long long time since I had one of those candy bars. My ex girlfriend used to give them to me as part of our anniversary gifts and it's been a long time since I could even look at them without feeling sad...But not today...Today, just pure pleasure.
So there is this girl...lol. There is always a girl now isn't there. Well, she's not exactly new news. We spent almost all day together and then when we got back to school and I went to talk to some of my other friends, they all thought I was angry...I guess she just mellows me out...It's all good inside her gaze. And even when I am mellow, or spaced out, all she has to do is touch me, in the most innocent way, and every sensor in my body is instantly awake...It's thrilling.
The way I feel about her is constantly changing. When I don't see her for a while, I almost think I can live without her happily. But then I see her and the oxygen leaves my body and I just want to find a quiet place and lose myself in the feeling of her body pressed against mine and the kisses that electrify. And for once, she's the one without the plan...She always wanted stability and I was always the first to back away...And I'm not sure what I want. So there really is no damage in just enjoying eachother. But I swear, on the bus today, on the way back to school, I almost asked her out atleast 8 times...
I want mac&cheese. And a night spent in her arms while watching nemo.