Stuffs!

Azul's picture

*sighs*
So basically - I'm one of two cock boys in my school. TWO out of the closet cock boys. This other kid happens to be my ex so I have NO prospects right now. It's not even about prospects - it's about friends that understand me. Like not everyone understands homosexuality in full... My mother kind of acts like she knows a lot - which she does - but... I'm sorry, she can't know everything because she's no one. Then the bastards that discriminate... They're all like "girl friends and boyfriends..." and then I'm all like "FUCK YOU! Boys boys boys you sexist fucking discriminative pig!" Does anyone ever feel like screaming that out?

And then when teachers ask for recent news and I point out something about homosexuality and gender identity and they talk about that for .4356346 seconds and they focus of stupid Castro for 15 minutes!

I've had it - time to piss some people off...
calling people Silly Sally's, Jubilant Jahosapheine or Ridiculous Rachel when they say the "Film Actor's Guild" word (P.S. FAG) just isn't enough anymore...

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Neutrina's picture

First, welcome! And you'd be

First, welcome!
And you'd be surprised how understanding even straight friends can be if you let them it.
Though, also, it's entirely likely you'll find more gay boys (or lesbians - if you're just looking for friends, consider both, yes?) as they start coming out. I doubt there are only two of you at your school; the rest are just in hiding.
I guess after that all I can suggest is, wait until college. It gets better.
Hmm...I know among my friends, at least, we tend to discuss "significant others" or "the attractive sex", which makes things a lot easier. It makes sense that others will talk about straight couples because they're straight. They're not trying to make you feel bad, but it makes no sense for them to talk about having same-sex partners if they're straight. Be yourself and don't let it make you feel like an outsider, because you're not.
Also, Castro resigning? He's been in office for longer than the gay rights movement has really been going, so I guess it seems like bigger news.
Doesn't mean that your news isn't important - keep bringing it up.
Yeah. Sorry if this was overlong, just trying to help out.
But hey, now you've got your very own laptop-sized gay community. Oasis will really help.

Best of luck.

"She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for"
-The Click Five "Just the Girl"

Disney's picture

Welcome!

I'm sorry that you're going through that negativity all now! But if people aren't bashing/really hateful towards you, be glad for what you have! Also think about the fact that there's ANYONE out at your school aside from you, some of us are all alooooone (and/or not even out ourselves!)!

I'm surprised no girl friends of yours are more boy-candy happy with you ala "I concur Azul, he IS superfine and maybe gay!" Or maybe they're lesbians? I've always liked the Film Actor's Guild acronym hidden before plain eyes, haha! The word itself - not so fun!

Anyway, be happy for a mom that accepts and is trying to understand you, for a school that isn't 100% straight aside from you, and for actual friends at all! :)

Peace boy!

You're Amazing.

Azul's picture

WHABAM

Actually - I wrote that in more a facetious tone. Sorry if I didn't make that clear. Y'know, internet isn't the best medium for tone, body and facial expression. But anyway!

It's not really negativity... It's more I was pissed off... at what I do not remember. *shrugs* probably Fox News...

Yea- a lot are lesbians. But then there's Cate... and Katie (they're straight). But oh boy! Cate and I are boy-happy salivate style, but Katie and I usually can't understand eachother, because we have next to 0 communication skills.

Like WHALA: (From Katie's perspective)
"Would like a glass of ice tea" - Katie
"WHAT! ARE YOU INSANE?" - Me
"Wha..?" - Katie
"Why Would I want to meet your sink?!?!" - Me

Then BAM:
"We're takin' the F-150 home" - Katie's mom
"We're taking a jet home" - Me
"*blank stare*" - Katie and her mom