I told everyone that was close to me in Arkansas before graduation that I was going to move back to Vancouver,Wa and that I would stay in touch and if they needed anything just call. I just found out that one of my bestfriends grandpa isn't doing to well and hasn't been for awhile. A mutual friend said that he's been ill for almost three months. Now I understand not telling people you know and dealing with these kinds of things on your own, but for crying out loud, me and and that girl are like family. In the past two years I have been to almost all of her family functions and have met everyone in their social circle. Hell I call the members of her family by title...Mom,Dad,Grandpa,and Grandma! Our friend told me the reason I haven't been told yet is that there is nothing I can do for her. I can't hop on the next flight to Hot Springs and be the one to care for her like I did before I moved. I'm really worried now.....maybe I should've listened to my grandma when she kept telling me that she hadn't seen my friends care at work lately and that something might be wrong.

Alright now that that's done, I also found out that my ex Jesse is going through serious issues and that she's pretty much alienating herself from everyone. Her sister said that she thinks Jesse might be slipping into aphasia or something......she also added that they were in a pretty bad car wreck a few weeks ago,so now I'm worried about her! I feel like I'm soooo far away from everyone with work and stuff that I don't have time to help.