as said in the entry before,
i had a cuddlefest with M, basically.
and now.
i dont know what to do,
because honestly?
i dont want to be a random fuck for him. or just like, only attraction, you know?
i wish and wonder if it means anything to him.
he has a girlfriend, and, well--frankly, it doesnt seem like he likes her too much, says he wants to take a break from her, and thinks that cheating is only when you have sex with the other person, blah blah blah.
what am i supposed to make of all this?

i like him.
but i almost want to put him out of mind if this wont mean anything to him
because jealousy is a fat slut of a bitch.

any help, observations, comments?

i think i may be in a bit of a pickle.