I figured that after a couple of months of being single and staying away from dating all together, I'd have time to figure things out. I was wrong, I still don't know who I really am,what I want,or what I want to be. My friend Sarah says that I am stressing over nothing,that my worries are a result of feeling less than perfect since my breakup. Maybe she's right, oh do I hate to admit that!

Anyway I'm dating again...her names Heather, she's a cheerleader and she goes to my church... Which is probably why I'm seeing her, I can have a reason to end things later. My friend Sarah likes her,because of the fact that she's a cheerleader and that she's blonde. I like her because we're complete opposites,she's hot,and she isn't in anyway connected to my ex. All I have to do now is not screw things up!