Kate went home today.
Myke took her home around 5 in the morning.
I guess he wasn't going to ttake care of her forever,
just had her come for a visit.
Corny was glad to see her go.
She wont wake him up with her crying anymore.
But my dreams started comming back.
They came back real bad.
I'm afraid to fall asleep.
I'm afraid that of what I'll see.
The bloody hands reaching out for me, and Myke leaving
and never comming back,
and seeing Chris's grave.
Watching Corny going through the addiction,
and watching me go through it all again.
That's what happens when I close my eyes.
I see all those things,
attempt my best not to cry.
instead of Kate waking him up
it'll be my high pitched screaming again.
But Myke should be home by the time I get out of school.
Corny doesn't like getting me from school,
Myke doesn't want me walking alone.
He's afraid of something.
I'm 14, able to walk by myself.
Especially teh short distance from school to home.
But everyone seems to come.
And then they leave right away.
Kate didn't have a choice,
but I'm sure evryone else did.
So next time someone comes,
that doesn't LIVE with me.
out out out out the door.
Before they even set their bag down.