I haven't posted on here in just about forever. My life has been spazzing out and somehow I've never found the time. There's so much that's happened. Notably:
-A queergender person that I like... quite possibly can't stand my company.
-I like an eighth grader (two years younger) who I believe is flirting with me. I flirt with her reflexively. I can't figure out if I want a relationship or not, esp. with her.
-A previously good friend has been drifting away. She's hooking up with random guys (and she's bi, apparently. Wtf? Her and another friend started making out in a friend's closet at a sleepover... WTF?). As if it's not bad enough that she's a slut, SHE'S DOING IT IN THE TECH BOOTH! MY TECH BOOTH!!!! Damnit, no one outside of tech is allowed in the fucking booth!!! -.-
-I'm teching. A lot. Which is why I haven't been posting.
-Remember best friend who fucked with me for a year? I've finally given up on her. I think. And I'm in the process of getting over her. Which will take... a while. More on this later. Much, much more. Because I'm experiencing symptoms of a break-up and I'll need major hugs over the next few months, because now that I've made up my mind to have nothing to do with the bitch, she's in my class... damn it.
Yeah. That's the abridged version. I'll be posting some more writing on here, I think. I'd like feedback on stuff (any writers on here feel like swapping work, shoot me an e-mail).
I have to be at school at 7 tomorrow. To rehearse for jazz choir with the most boring, un-jazziest music teacher in the world. Jazz choir performs 2nd pd. Then I have a concert choir rehearsal through my lunch and a performance 6th. Lots of singing. Which is... a good thing. It'll happy me up. (Unless it makes me cry because the concert choir basses SUCK SO MUCH ARGH!!! They drag us down. Every. Single. Fucking. Time. Which is bad, because the tenor part is already at the very bottom of my range, because most tenor parts are not written for women... fucking basses. Fucking half-steps. Fucking actual tenor parts... Why can't every song just be written for Alto II???)
But I'm exhausted and inexplicably depressed (again, break-up symptoms? Damn her.) So, to stay awake, I'm...
Listening to the Pokemon themes really really loudly on loop.
Someone shoot me now.