Wow. I haven't been on here in FOREVER. I prolly shouldn't be now, but I stopped caring about sleep. I have to get up early to go to morning-chorus with the most boring teacher in the universe, God knows why she teaches jazz... But, I teched for Shakespeare at my school (Twelfth Night). It was absolutely fan-fucking-tastic! Seriously, it was so, so good! I love my school....... T'was really awesome. But it meant no time, b/c I was totally out of commission for a few weekends... I can now claim to have been in my school until 12:45 AM. Yeargh. Painting a fucking stage.
I've been hanging out with the Freak Hallers a lot lately. Freak Hall is a sort of conglomerate locker hallway community thing of geeks and awesome people from all the grades. I've been hanging out there a lot (and am recognized as a person by Ian now, yay!) but I'm wondering if I'm doing that to the exclusion of my other friends. I dunno. See, I just haven't gotten a lot of time lately, so my time is premium and if I choose to hang out with one group of friends, I feel like I'm letting the others down. Arghhhh.
Ooh. And I've been attracted to men. But not really. But I don't know. Boo. I hate how I can't figure out what I want, at all. I can't even figure out if I don't like penis. I mean, I don't want penis. But I can't figure out what my brain is telling me, and just EURGH. Stupid hormones. Stupid world. Imma go be nun now.
And I really need to write more. And sleep more. I had a discussion with a friend the other day: she is the identity of nerd. Therefore, her x nerd = 1. Therefore, she = 1/nerd. My response was, "well, if you're on top..." Because we make jokes about the two of us having sex with alarming frequency. xD I'm just proud of myself for that joke... ^^
So. I'm off to sleep. My brain is gonna explode. But BUFFY CLUB MEETS TOMORROW YAY! ^^ I'll be around more, I promise. See you guys around. I've had a hectic week, show me some love please!