My soul hurts. So bad. I just played a soccer game. And I started on defense and did really well, and went down to save a goal, and drew blood within the first, like, minute of play. And then I spend 3rd quarter in goal, and did pretty well, didn't let anything in. THEN. Fourth quarter as goalie. There was one guy running down the field. I shoulda run up, but I stayed in the net. And he scored. THEN, they had a penalty kick that I missed (I don't beat myself up for that one, it was a perfect shot). But THEN. THEN. The other team is kicking off and my center D man tells me, "watch out, it's coming straight to you." And it DID. And I MISSED. It went BETWEEN MY LEGS.