Allright, I want to warn everybody. Tomorrow the final choice is going to be made. Everything is relying on tomorrow. I love Chloe. But I love Ashley.

Okay besides that since I'm not sure yet, I almost told Ashley. I was with her today after school. I held both of her hands, looked her in the eye, and choked. I couldn't do it. My heart was beating so damn fast I thought my lungs were going to shrink into the size of an acorn. I wanted to tell her so bad. On the last day of school last year I told her I liked her. But then at the beginning of the year this year I told her to forget about it. Now I have to tell her again.

Last year though I just txt her and this year I'm actually going to say it with my own voice. I have to wait till Monday though, cuz confrences are this week. I'm scared.