Had this in my head all day:

It makes me feel bad about liking this kind of music, haha. I sort of hope to hate it after a few days, but it's being reeeeeeally catchy for me. It makes me feel especially worse because of that which is Bratz. Ugh.

In other news, another call from Lovelyboy somehow, my school crush might be moving away within the month, and I feel almost afraid about starting a relationship with another boy and being SO clueless about anything sexual. Alright, I'm not *clueless* but I feel like I rarely want what a lot of boys seem horny enough to want very often and as such wouldn't be able to do much for a lovey dovey boy of mine. Well that's not necessarily accurate either, especially since I have many months to go at the very least.

But my mind keeps racing to the life of me in an ongoing relationship, and the desire to just collapse/break down and cry and be sappy to strengthen the relationship, and have drama and just SEE how the significant other would react. And at the same time, I reject the concept in a lot of ways since I tend to be very galvanized as far as encompassing adverbs go.

I'll update later, I also confirmed that I'm getting a new camera (digital, children) by Christmas - any ideas? I want something small but that can take GOOD pictures, something that isn't over $425 Canadian, and mostly something that I won't want to replace within a year :) Yucky, I keep coming up with contradictions! Off to comment for you.