i've decided: college is the best thing that has ever happened to me.. the work might be kicking my ass (i am currently procrastinating HARDCORE) but there are just so many fucking cool things going on...

i'm independent... i'm free to totally be myself (and everyone seems to like the real me which is always a bonus).... now you know what would make it even better? if the girl i am totally head over heels for would realize we would be perfect together! actually make that two girls...

there's A who just might be the most ridiculously sexy girl i've ever met... quite unfortunately, she is kinda in love with the penis... i have never met a girl this horny and open about her sexuality in my life... it's hilarious and always creates some rather awkward moments... she's just so... hot damn!
a couple of weeks ago we went downtown and got shitfaced at a friends house and then proceeded to walk to a club.... we danced (more like got felt up by a bunch of horny hispanic guys) and she was all over me.... she is so straight but so curious and such a fucking flirt! that t pain "cyclone" song came on (i don't know... in all her hippiness she still loves this song) and she went crazy.. she had on this short black dress and these cowboy boots... i think i just about died... for a new england girl who appears shy at first she can dance... good lord can she dance... i just really really need to get her completely trashed and then i might get lucky... oh god am i that desperate?

and then there's K... the jury is still out on her a little bit more... she has a boyfriend... he's absolutely so adorable and so sweet to her... she just doesn't seem that interested in it to be honest.... makes me wonder... she has possibly the best body i've ever seen... she's cut... she's tan... she's got dreads and is the poster child for hippies... she's really intelligent... she's fucking hilarious... did i mention she makes skinny jeans look better than anyone i've ever seen... everyone back home has seen her on facebook and they all say she is totally my type... it's true... last sunday night we all drank boxed wine (gross btw... unless you are desperate this is not the way to go...) anyway, she was wasted... i had completely sobered up (highly recommended btw... when you are sober and all your friends are shitfaced it's fucking hilarious...) her boyfriend left and she came outside with me... we were smoking (what the hell is wrong with me... i would never have done that a couple months ago...) she looked right at me... says " i would totally kiss you right now... but um... i was just kissing him so that would be weird"... i was like "honey... you're wasted"... the next morning i jokingly mentioned it to her and she was like "i didn't mean anything i said last night...." fuck life is a pain in the ass sometimes...

i am still on the hunt...

and maybe i should get started on that philosophy homework i've had for two weeks... what a productive thought....

hope everyone is having a good day!