I blurted it out. It wasn't an intentional confession. C and I argue all the time about who loves eachother. It's sickening, I know, but I love it. Sometimes the debates get quite heated and creative. And a strong argument she has is how I must love Emily Haines more because, uh, she's Emily Haines. [We all know how much I love Em Haines]. It was: "You know that when we break up you'll go back to her and say 'why did I ever leave you?'"
My argument, in frustration: "If I was ever with Emily Haines, why would I leave?... Oh, except for maybe the fact that I'm in love with you!!"
It just came out. I flat told her. I was shocked. But I meant it. I think that shows if it blurts out without any thought to it. Her reply, after giving me a hard time again: "...and let it be known that I'm in love with you too."
More on this later. I want some sleep. Damn school for keeping me from posting on a regular basis. I played a show this weekend, too.
Mmmm, warm thoughts, I love C.