Ooooookay. I, um, I, uh, wow. Wtf. Yesterday I went to Xanadu (it was so-so and over-miked) with two friends, and they came over to my house before-hand. Yeah, I've given up trying to anonimity on this site, I just hope that no one I know finds this. So, Ellis and Lindsay (both straight-as-an-arrow girls) came over, and so did Chris (straight guy) who was on the subway with us. And... I don't even remember how the topic came up, but Lindsay was going to demonstrate some striptease move for us, or something, and it just kind of devolved into......... into us playing music and Lindsay doing slutty dances. And fuck, she is HOT. She KNOWS how to use her body. She acts really, really sexual (despite the fact that she's actually really chaste, and has never even masturbated before, and... yeah.) And I say again: that. Girl. Can. Fucking. Dance. Wowwwww. Chris and I (the only two attracted to women in the room) were just sitting on my bed, kind of "o.0" God, she managed to make "I'll Make a Man Out of You" sexy. Well, actually, it's not that hard, when you think about it. "Once you find your center..." XD (Except her dad was one of the background singers on it, and when he came on she paused in her sexy dance to go "hi dad!" lmao...) It's remarkable how okay she was with doing this incredibly hot dance in front of a straight guy and a lesbian, though. Kind of strange... but I'm not one to question her motivation, I'm just enjoying the show ^^

Ellis slept over after Xanadu. And because she's a horny-as-hell straight girl and I'm apparently a good writer, she kept trying to make me write gay smut for her involving two hot guys in our grade. -_-'' So I sat down with my laptop and wrote Kirsten slammed Yaffa up against the wall, not breaking the kiss. Yaffa gave a slight moan and put her hands on the small of Kirsten’s back, drawing her closer, and Kirsten arched into the other girl. Those two being really hot, un-straight girls in my school. And then Ellis was like "yay!" and went in and changed their names to the names of the guys she wanted gay smut about. LMAO. And so we went in turns. I'd write a paragraph of hot lesbian sex, then she'd change the names and make it gay sex. XDD It was surprisingly fun. She went to bed eventually, but I was on a roll and I stayed up until like 2AM finishing my version. I'm proud of it ^^

I do feel really sketchy using people I know in smut... but I needed characters quickly, and we were kind of joking around. It does feel really sketchy, but I don't have weird stalker-y obsessions with either of those girls. I don't even have crushes on them, really. I just recognize that they're really, really hot. ^^ so I'll probably end up changing the names in my story. But heh, I'm feeling very over-sexed but happy :D