I can't really call it the first day of tenth grade because it was just orientation, but....... holy crap. I'm in tenth grade???!?!?!?!?!?!

Anyway, key points of stuff, because I want to be in bed really soon and get somewhere CLOSE to 8 hours of sleep:
-Anna is in my class. Goddamn. She's finally in my class, AFTER we have a gigantic fight. But, today she did say "sorry. I know I have to say it in person. I know I can't say it enough times," or something like that, and "I'm willing to work to regain your trust." So... It's by no means, poof all forgiven, but... I did need to hear her say that.

-Luke and Emma hooked up (hooked up=made out, in this case). And it's really confusing. And now Luke sees me as the one person on his side no matter what, and I don't know if I am that. Plus he's in a fight with Eleni, and it's all really weird, and I HATE how I'm always thrust into the mediator role, I HATE picking sides, and it always makes one person mad at me. And I HATE it, because Luke was right, I don't deserve that, and I just want some recognition for all the shit I do. Argh. Whatever.

-But I talked to Maddie about all this on the phone and she's unbelievably awesome. ^^ I'm so happy that she's in my class this year.

-My schedule. Oh dear, my schedulue. I have 1st pd. 4 days a week (but a 2x morning free on tuesday. And of my morning classes, two are double music--not really requiring my consciousness b/c our teacher is awesome and hardly teachers, and I know it all already--and one is double gym, which I don't really need higher brain function for. So it't not as bad as it seems. I guess.) I have 9th pd. 4 deays a week, but it's English, with Roundy (who's supposed to be AWESOME. And Bianca's in my English class so I'm happy about that.) And, my big dilema:

I GOT INTO JAZZ CHORUS!!! And I'm really proud b/c it's a 9-person (or something) ensemble, and I feel really proud and everything.And it's a chance to shine in a small group, and it's singing, which I love, and it's jazz, which is fun, and I might get to write arrangements, and just yay. BUT. It's with Ms. Beaudry, who's boring as hell. Argh. AND. It's during my lunch period. See, I'm in Concert Choir, with Mr. C who is SO AWESOME!!! And I've been looking forawrd to this for years, it's a big group but they're amazing. So there's no way I'm dropping Concert. But... I have Jazz right after it. So the upshot is that four days a week, I have no lunch period, and have to eat in our half-hour club period (which I'll prolly have a club during, too). And I don't know if lack-of-a-lunch will, like, kill my social life... arg. I. Don't. Know. Advice, anyone? Please? Any objective viewers willing to offer advice/talk this out with me, please and thanks a million. Because ARGH.

And now, for the first of many aahshitishouldbeasleep, g2gbbargh!