The atmosphere in the air, the kind of cold/kind of not feeling, the way people are, the colors, the smell of everything, I love fall. It's so beautiful in Vermont when Fall comes, I want to be outside constantly. I'm not really liking being in between seasons right now, it just feels weird, especially when I'm so anxious for fall to get here.

I've made up my mind. Basketball sucks and hockey is better haha jk but I do like hockey better (no offense to any basketball players). I'm not going to play basketball this year, instead I'm going to try to re-learn hockey/attempt to. It's going to be pretty interesting seeing as how I can't stop anymore. Oh well. I really miss the sport, and let's be honest, I sucked at basketball. And it does help that my crush plays hockey, but that's not the reason I'm trying out.

Speaking of crush, instead of going away it's gotten worse. She's just so perfect! She has these amazing blue eyes! And her hair is gorgeous and she's gorgeous. She has this great personality and plays hockey (hockey players; so hot). Her one flaw is I think she's straight. Which isn't really a flaw, but is bad for me.

I'm getting kinda sick of just making out with girls and then ditching them. I want a relationship, not one full of drama either. Oh well, it will come eventually I guess, I just have to be patient.