...to ME?

Well hello there folks!
I have no one to talk to right now and I'm not used to that.... So here I am =)
Anyway, I haven't posted on here for a very long while, but I still came here often, just didn't write anything. I was too busy being happy, but now I am back in my shit town so I'll probably be on more....although I work lots. We'll see I suppose....

I am thinking about coming out to people now and perhaps seeking out other queers as well. I'm going to wait until theres a good time to do it and make sure I feel comfortable with it. I think I do though.... I have already told my sis awhile ago now cause she phoned me drunk and just flat out asked, so I answered truthfully finally. She didn't really care at all. Just told me not to become fat and mannish....Still have not come out to anyone sober to sober...

While I was away from home I was living so gay and free, but now that I'm back I'm closeted once again and frustrated with it. I have been trying to feel out what peoples' real thoughts on gayness are and so far it has been some good, some bad. I don't think I really do act super-queer or anything, so it shouldn't make anyone too uncomfortable I hope....

Tomorrow or the tomorrow after that or many tomorrows away.....it'll happen