Arghhhh
Tomorrow morning me and my friend J are heading to our friend C's house in the morning to get stoned before school.
It's C's first time smoking pot.
It'll definitely be amusing.
:D

Alsoooo
As of tomorrow.
THREE DAYS UNTIL THE WEEKEND!
Which means THREE days until the greatest night of my year!
The greatest friends (+girlfriend :D), greatest drugs, greatest music, lights, sound, people, NIGHT!
Sosososo excited.
No words could possibly describe how excited I am.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *explodes of excitement and joy :D

On a crappier note:
My mum just called from work.
She wants to spend New Years Eve in Canberra.
I don't have friends in Canberra.
I don't get along with my cousins or extended family.
I don't get along with my mother.

I want to spend that night with my friends.
Half of my friends from school won't be coming back next year, next year I'll be heading into being a Senior (yr 11) with my friends.
I just feel it's kind of sentimental.
I want to spend it with my friends.
Here in this city, or in Sydney (though my parents would never knowingly let me)
I just...Argh.
I don't want to spend it with her.
Okay okay..
I don't want to spend it sober, either.

Oh, and I just remembered I put crush in the title.
Well, there's a girl at my school. Who catches my bus.
And she's friends with one of my semi friends? (idk, this girl P is kinda obsessed with me but...yeah...anyway..)
And I've kindaaa got a crush on her, lol.
I'd at least like to get to know her.
I've got no idea how old she is though.
I know she's in one of the years below me.
Buttt.
That means she's probably one or two years younger than me.
Which I know isn't really much in the bigger picture.
But 16 with a 13/14 year old... well. Yeah. You get the idea.
I've got a girlfriend anyway... though it IS an open relationship...
Hmmm...

*prances off
Much love :)