Mother F*cker

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Horrible land, my crush did not show up for registration today! I was helping out for HOURS and no show at all. However, I did find out that he has the first class of the day with me. Which sort of sucks since I hate first period most of the time, and it's not as strong of a subject for me.

What annoys me most about this is that I was completely ready to pull him aside for a 'question' in the midst of people, go out back and be all 'oh, how was your summer?' on the way, then ask if he had a girlfriend (as Fox advised) then ask him if he wanted to catch a movie or something! And Halloween is out tomorrow so seeing it would've just been sooooo right (I want to see it badly anyway)!

Now I can't really envision getting him alone at school at all damn. He also definitely does not have Facebook and MySpace seemed too heady to navigate for me to search for him there so damn damn damn. Any advice on getting him alone at school? He is staying back a year having 'graduated' I suppose. Even if I get him into an extracurricular somehow, I don't think it would be easy for me to get alone with him, and if it were a drive home from him, I would NOT want to ask him in front of my house in the car or in the car at all with him driving soooooooooo hmm.

It seems like a big part of me also wanted to reaffirm my feelings for him since I haven't seen him in two months. It would be good in a lot of ways to NOT feel so headstrong over him, but I really want to go through that attraction and have a stronger reason to ask him about this.