I've been kinda inactive for awhile. I'd post a bit here, post a forum there. I've mostly been doing commenting. Yup.
Well, the target of my title? My friends. I'm not so sure if I should be calling them that. I mean, I had a conflict with them earlier (http://www.oasisjournals.com/2007/07/a-lonely-celebration). Sure, I understand when Wilma Wonka is telling me they value me and stuff, but then why the fuck don't they call me? I mean, they're all like, "Oh yeah, we'll call you. Yeah, we'll hang out." Well, we don't!
They asked to come over to my house so we can discuss GSA stuff because somewhere around Christmas break, we had gotten the idea to start our own GSA. From the start, all the work's been on me! I've planned and organized the Day of Silence. I've been working on GSA proposal stuff for the principle. Then my friend 'Gary' (the one I got in the whole conflict with when he called me a bad friend) was mad and bitchin' at me cuz I didn't include him with all the planning. I give him some important papers and tell him to look at them, add suggestions, and share it with the counselor (our sponsor). You know what happened? HE LOST THEM! Asshole.
I know this is a long rant about my friends, and thanks for getting this far. But, I'm just so frustrated. I don't know what to do anymore. They wanted to come over today so we can do GSA stuff. They ALWAYS come to my house. So, my mom said no cuz she says I've never had the chance to go to their house (plus, she's tired of having all the kids come over). So, I tell Gary and Chelsee that I could go to their house if they want. She said she'll ask her mom, but she never calls me or anything! Not even a text!
I'm so mad! I wrote a bunch of things for possible GSA: Intro presentation, an argument, mission statement, activities, goals, and officer positions and duties. I've been working hard and none of them help or have any input.
I don't know if they like the idea of me being their friend, but they're not willing to actually do the whole friend thing. Like, I give advice. I help. I'm doing the whole GSA thing. I drive. I even lend money (which hasn't fucking been paid back). I'm getting tired of these kids. Chelsee is a couple years younger than me. Gary is three.
I only have a month here. Maybe I should just ignore them, forget the whole GSA thing, and never come back.