Listening to:

Hopefully that links in here correctly. It's Do You Know by Enrique! He's mighty attractive mmm, and a good singer!

The title here is 'Streamline' because it feels like my emotional high from last night is streamlined now, I'm still content and not sad at all or anything, but normalized. Summer school boy and I had some meaningful eye stares today. He kept glancing over when I wasn't looking at him (which is pretty much a first!). I glanced back in time once and his eyes held mine and I was bamboozled that no one in the class said anything or stared at either one of us. But then again, there's these two girls behind me that talk the whole time, so maybe they were making gestures behind me, or otherwise distracting the room from the intensity of our gazefest.

I briefly talked to him about the movie I saw and that he had seen, which sucked, since I wanted to go in-depth and lead into other things, but nooooo, he went out to lunch (I assume) with a few other guys who live nearby to the school.

So the one person that had asked me about my relationship status a few days ago TODAY asked me: "Have you ever had a girlfriend?" Wooooooooo. And maybe this is/was a test of your mental stereotyping (or not) but the person asking was and is a GUY! He's definitely not gay, he's pretty annoying but most likely not anti-gay or insane. I use 'definitely' a lot, need to cut that out? Or not.

So I woke up at 5:30 somehow this morning, I quite honestly was dreaming of my crush and I walking down a hallway holding hands and starting to make out and then having to dash away and hiding while smiling at each other so much. It wasn't super sexual and THAT wasn't why I woke up, I just did, and no wet dreams or anything you in-depth readers. See, more stereotyping! Just because a boy wakes up and was dreaming of someone he'd love to liplock with doesn't = wet dream or perverse minds!

The point is that now, I'm typing a little incoherently in my opinion... or thinking that way, rather. But I'm pumped to watch Big Brother 9 on tonight, there's 2 gay guys on it who formerly dated, and they're exes and one HATES the other. The hated one looks better IMO (I hope I don't come off too shallow, looks don't mean everything, but it's what we SEE first obviously, so better to describe it first) and he's less flamboyant already.

Going back to SSland, crush did a non-realizing mimic of something I say all the time. I was all 'awwwww'! When I say that, I mean something akin to someone saying: 'you're a peach' often, and then him saying that same thing when he's never uttered the words as far as I know. Which I don't, but I wanted to jump on him then. Then I helped him with a problem he had with the work and he said "Thanks!" sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cutesy boy-like that I probably appeared like a clown smiling so much. Enrique's song totally applied, even though it wasn't a sad moment or anything, just the tune and sound of his voice feels to me to relate that ecstasy of the moment.

Okay, not ECSTASY (and not because that's a drug), since it wasn't that pleasing, but I was pretty happy he was so glad for the answer and probably thinks I'm a titch smarter.

I added him on Facebook and didn't mention anything, he hasn't accepted yet, debating mentioning it tomorrow just for the sake of ensuring we can talk a little. Hopefully he'll initiate a convo tomorrow though, or I'll walk out of the room and he'll be sitting in my chair like I was a couple days ago and then I can put my arms on his tight, tanned shoulders beneath some nice T-shirt (he's got fine fashion sense, all the clothes look good on him anyway!) and ask him to move please, while bending down by his ear to near-breath the words in.

Or I could massage his neck like a ton of straight guys in my area do to any other guy that's sitting in a seat and that they know... have you seen that? Not even kidding, straighties go up to their friends and massage their necks and then laugh about it or are talking while they do it. Obviously meaning it as a joke but it's pretty nice-looking sometimes, and mmm would fit so well with my superstar summer school crush.

I'm up for asking him to a movie 'with friends' or something, the issue is coordinating the theatre, I COULD say I could go home with him and then we get a drive to the cinema and I'd direct whoever was driving, and that seems PERFECT, but a little too up front atm. So hmm.

Harry Potter 7 coming out. He likes Harry Potter. Maybe we will become BFs by the 21st and I can hold hands with him, walking into a bookstore to pick up one copy (for us to read together, of course). Hahaha. He's SO cute and SO alike me with the questions he asks and just like me with some of his remarks. If crush would have me, I'd have my crush rather than Enrique right now. Completely meaningful words, sugar pie. Eww, imagine a sugar pie? Ok, imagine feeding your crush a sugar pie. Have a good night/day =)