Newness

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I got an iPod yay. I've been wanting one more badly than before for weeks, I had planned on waiting it out, but my dad in his eternal big spender role was content to purchase so yay.

I want to find a really nice skin/case for it, looking online, there are some good ones, people at my school have AMAZING looking ones though, as in: glass-like plastic-outlined indescribably cool ones, or outlined in Rhinestones (or some cheapness) or just a non-flat skin. Google has helped a good bit, I feel almost horrible about being an iPod child, it's brand name galore already for me! Except not.

So summer school boy and I had some more meaningful glances and TODAY I learned that he did Gymnastics for years! So that helps to explain his nice body and opens up all sorts of wild, dirty doors. I also learned of someone that we both know and before I left I gave him a friendly poke to tell him I know them too and nothing big arose but I can probably build on it tomorrow.

He acted a little straight with some of the other guys (as in, males) today but it was pretty cute, and his voice was a peaceful reminder to me of unlikeliness of true straightness. Tomorrow I'm leaving early and wearing nicer clothes for that sake and will be putting on my nicest words for him, and flashing around the new electronic device I can call Macintosh's and mine. If anyone listened to what I have on there (78 songs) they'd figure pretty quick how gay I am haha. Although almost every single on it is popular or has been mainstream or is definately liked by a large number of girls, it would all make anyone think of gayboi... c'est moi! But I can play Enrique and stare at my boy in class now and will him to melt.

He hasn't accepted my facebook request, I didn't tell him anything yet but a part of my worrying is that when he accepts, I'll see a girlfriend, and if she's pretty or non-stupid seeming or they just seem like a straight couple then I'll be a bit overly sad. Of course, another worry is that I bring it up and he says something like 'oh, I don't use it' BECAUSE he has no girlfriend and doesn't want to have that be visible on facebook (and again, his would-be GF's name isn't anywhere in his visible friends so yay).

Big Brother was good, except one of the gay guys is on the chopping block now. He's a bit annoying, but I'd want him to stay just to raise homosexuals' profiles. I better not go deaf from these earphones. And I hope the iPhone takes forever and costs a ton to get to Canada, or I'll feel moronic for buying this when I wanted to wait for the iPhone anyway.

My boy got up to go to the washroom today and I was sorely tempted to follow shortly after and corner him in there and lay it on the line. However, the washrooms in the land that is summer school smell thickly of urine and while not SUPER dirty, they still are, and for all I know, my nice-bod-boy may be bulemic or horribly sick, or a girl. Hmmmmm.