Hi everyone. I've been signed up here for a little bit (but I haven't really posted)
So heres my situation.
A while ago I met my friend (on the internet) we both believed ourselves to be straight and we were instantly really good friends. I've known him for a while now (about a year?) but a bit ago I came out as bi...I slowly discovered I never had any attraction to woman and realized that I'm gay. He came out as bi a while after that. We started mildly flirting and soon we really fell in love. We've talked on the phone several times and he only lives about 3.5 hours away from me. I'm going to see him early august. I'm not allowed to talk to anyone online (at all) so I told my parents he use to live in Vernon for about a year and then moved to Vancouver. He can't use the same lie because his dad saw me online one time and even talked to me a little bit. I came out of the closet to my parents/family a little bit ago but hes still in the closet.
I'm really nervous for seeing him because I have a low self-esteem. Does anyone have any advice for what to do while I'm with him? were thinking of going to a movie and I'm planning on buying him his favorite type of flowers. I've also been stashing some mints away for when I go see him. Do you guys have any tips or anything for what I should do or what I can do to make myself look better. We've exchanged pictures and I don't think I'm good looking enough for him...hes perfect and sweet so he probably wont mind, but I just feel like its not fair that I have him and he only has me.
(or if anyone has any general comments or anything on the situation)