So my crush didn't say anything about the note, we didn't talk at all today. It's not like he was avoiding me, but I tried hard to focus on the work and not look at him, and the one time I did, he was listening attentively to the teacher.

I was going to ask him if he remembered the party I'd written to him about, but I think most of the other guys got a laugh out of it and/or he just wants it forgotten. Still, for all I know he did read between the lines and wants to talk about it but can't see a chance for just the two of us to talk.

Hopefully he's not straight and reading this now and laughing his head off. My driving has improved a lot, the test went alright today, I got a bunch of assignments back from the teacher and none above 75 or below 70, so disappointing since I almost need an 85%+ in this course for the times ahead. There's these girls in the class today that were sideways talking about me when they went to lunch and an hour or so later and I deliberately waved at them when I heard my name and they were head-edged my way, but they're nice and weren't being mean or extremely secretive, so hmm. Today I had the urge to go to a random place when I'm in a great mood, be a more subtle flamboyant (that girls love a ton when they first meet me) and ask a random girl out and entertain her all night, and kiss her and see what it's like.

Nope, this silly Billy (and that's not my name, thankfully - even though it's a nice enough name) isn't considering going the other way, just was rolling the potential experience around in my head. Hopefully tomorrow I can have a spark of spontaneity and follow my crush out if he goes to the washroom, and ask what he THOUGHT of the note.