I keep starting to write journal entries the past few days every time I log in.But something seems to happen every single time to take me away from it to do something else.But now I am here writing,distraction free,I don't really know what I want to write about.So this may be a bit meandering.Or not even get posted for some random reason of my own distractions.

The past couple of nights I have been having strange dreams about the people I work with.Last night I had a dream that I was at this camp with about 5 or 6 of my work mates,and we were all dressed up because we were all going out to a party.But for some reason we were walking around an apartment complex and then I started kissing one of the other girls.Then she started telling me that it was ok because both her parents are bisexual.As we were all walking around I walked into my sister who happened to be living there with my bro in law.So I went to her apartement and was chatting to her,at which point I woke up.It was a really weird dream.I just remember feeling really uneasy during it.Now I feel really weird every time I see the girl that I was kissing.I'm not even attracted to her,infact I don't even like her as a person!Weird.

In other news I am still waiting to come out to my sister.I haven't seen her in ages.I have been chatting on the phone and stuff.But getting to see her in person is such a challenge these days!I think the long gap in the times that I get to see her is another push for me to tell her as I will be really mad at myself if we hang out and I don't say it,and then I don't get to see her for ages again.

Ok I'm really tired now so i'm going to end it there.Laterz!