So my cities Pride was today, to kick off Pride Week. I didn't make it there for the actual parade, but I got down in time to see the last hour of the performances. And the girl on whom I am crushing held my hand throughout the entire night, and bought me icecream. Our youth group went around after it was over collecting bottles and cans and picking up garbage, which was a tad disgusting. After that we all sat around on picnic tables and it was fucking cold, so formerly mentioned girl and I cuddled and she was covering my free hand with hers because apparently my fingers were turning blue. Then she had to go home and a group of us walked to a coffee shop, and hung out there until like half an hour after they were closed, because the staff there all know us. It was awesome. And we got free pride wristbands.

The possibly former object of my obsession was not there. This...might be a good thing. Like I said, adorable girl who is my age and may be showing interest in me? That's a *good* thing!

...and now? I study for my biology diploma. Which is on Monday. ...as in, less than 36 hours. Fuckity fuck fuckerson. *curls up in ball and whimpers*