I've really been feeling out of it. Nothing feels right. I feel numb. I've been having a lot of dreams about random girls, and lately I've been thinking about Emily (the past crush, not the roommate). I've been meaning to do things (message people here on Oasis, create a list of things to take to college, make a proposition speech for a GSA...), but I just can't get myself to do it. I have no clue what's wrong with me. I'm just out of it.