Well, I have...ok...had a friend. We were really close for a long time (about 3-4 years). I was always afraid she'd end up a bad kid. She liked to get into the arguments at school with the little cliques and she even got into a "gang" fight (stupid immature kids claimed they were a gang). I was always warning her to be careful and not be stupid. I told her she could ruin her life with one stupid mistake.

One day (about a few months ago) we were talking and she was saying how she was talking about sex with a guy. I told her it was stupid since she knew the guy had about 3 girlfriends and got one pregnant. I told her not to be stupid and to at least not talk to him about such things if she was gonna hang out with him. She got mad at me for even suggesting it. I told her if she wants to be stupid and ruin her life, it was fine by me. I just didn't want to hear about it. So I stopped talking to her.

So yesterday she spoke to one of my friends. She asked about me and said a few things. Then she went on to say how she went to a party, got drunk, and slept with a guy she didn't even know.

STUPID FUCKING WHORE.

It gets me so mad that she's so reckless. I can't believe her. People like that get me so mad. When they don't realize how stupid their actions are and flaunt it around like its some triumph.

I don't know why I'm letting this bother me. Maybe its because she's only 15 and doesn't really have a true view of life? That she's gonna fuck up her life before she has a chance to live it. I'm not her friend anymore. We don't talk. But the memory of who she was. That fun, innocent girl that was my friend. Now, it's just some stupid teenager that doesn't give a fuck if she gets pregnant and has to take care of a child AND her sisters (since her mom is so irresponsible and her dad left them 2 years ago).

I HATE HER.

I didn't fall asleep until 6 a.m. because I was so frustrated about her stupid actions.