
For some reason concentrate looks spelled incorrectly to me... Canadian power! I had an exam today and it was SOOOOO long and my crush was a few seats ahead of me and I wanted to say something when I was leaving/ask to hang out over the summer, but DAMN the busses and the long exam I had to dash out to get home at all!
I have a Math exam tomorrow UGH, Math this year has been up and down, I'm getting over 82% atm which is surprisingish, I do try, but some of the concepts completely elude me and I hate graphing SO much. I can't focus on it now at all so here I am.
A few hours ago I was watching Prom Queen with Aaron Ashmore (hopefully his first name is spelt right at least) and he's attractive, if a little pale at times. Nifty movie, some of the meant-to-be-funny parts were a little tacky seeming, but I was glad I had taped it and watched it then. My mom just came into my room to tell me that she is going outside for a walk. I keep saying to just go or yell up the stairs or something but it gets really annoying for her to just come in and say that and then expect a hug/kiss. Yes, I'm glad to have a loving mother/family but hi, I'm 17 and you're in denial about me being gay yet you want to kissy-kissy huggy-huggy?
I have an extra course to take in summer school for next year so I have less work too, yay. I feel so down and Celine Dion isn't making me happy aww. If I had crush boy's number I'd call him up right now and ask him to go see a movie tonight and we'd go and I'd tell him to go sit in the back and when we got there I'd sit next to him and I'd plant one on his lips!
I keep thinking in French, to an extent. Je m'excuse. Ou pardon, ou WHATEVER.
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Moi aussi! Je le
Moi aussi! Je le déteste!
Et ma mère est comme ça aussi, elle arrive à la porte tout le temps, seulement me dire qu'elle va au magasin ou quelque chose.
That does sound quite loving to me. But what is a normal family really? I for one prefer a cold family who just yells up the stairs...but you know to each his own.
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you always condemned me and your lovers condemned me
i stood speechless
reality's jovial
Les meres! Il y a une pour
Les meres! Il y a une pour tous les gouts. En fin, elle t'aime, et elle aime les 'bises'. And if you think you are too big and grown up to be kissed. TANT PIS! not only in France, but in Spain, most of South America and several other places, you are not only kissed by your mom, your annoying aunt and your grandmother...you are kissed here by mom, dad, aunts, uncles, friends (from both sexes), acquaintances, and complete strangers. Personally, I've been a victim of kisses and hugs for a long time (Spaniard family), and it doesn't matter if you are 56 and have a Ph.D. your mom is your mom, and if she wants to kiss you, she does. Why? because it's their natural right.
" . . . The sun does not shine upon this fair earth to meet frowning eyes, depend upon it." Charles Dickens