I'm So Fucking Mad!!!
GRRRR!
My mom. She's being a bitch or something!
Yesterday, they were leaving to go to Springfield (a semi-big city with a mall!) and she didn't even tell me. My little sister woke me up and invited me right before they left. So I get up and ask my mom why she didn't tell me and she was like, "Oh, you were sleeping". Well, duh! I'm gonna sleep-in if there's nothing better to do (btw, it was only 10:00 so its not like it was real late)
Then right now my sister wakes me up quickly because they're going out to eat! Turns out the whole family is going, except for me...because I was sleeping!!! It's only 12:30! For me, that's not late, and my mom knows it. I'm a night person and I have TONS of difficulty trying to get myself to sleep, since my mind thinks more quickly and better ideas come to me at night.
Damn, bitch. She's probably mad at me for not having a job. Well, you know what? I CAN'T GET A FUCKING JOB!!!! No one wants to hire me since I'm leaving in August! Same reason my fucking "girlfriend" didn't want to work it out with me!!! ARGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
My Brother #2 offered me a job of taking care of my niece for 5 days a week from 6:00 a.m. to 2:00 p.m. and I'll get $100 a week. That's not bad in my opinion. Better than fucking sitting around the house waiting for a phone call from McD's or Taco Bell. BUT, my mom says she wants me to have a REAL job! BITCH!!! As long as it pays, isn't it a job?!
AND I have to get my wisdom tooth pulled and the other 3 that haven't come out yet have to be scrapped out!!! Once I start my job I'm gonna need AT LEAST a week off! Yeah, that'll go great with a new job and a new boss. "Yeah, hello, I've known for about 2 months now my teeth were gonna be pulled, but I just HAD to wait until I had a job so I can piss you guys off..."
And yesterday my oldest brother got mad at me for telling my friend "I love you". Okay, yeah, I know the word's overused, but my friend always tells me it and I feel bad not telling him anything. (He's gay btw...so yeah)
Okay, sorry. Yeah, a rant. A dirty rant. If anyone did read this, thanks. It helps just getting it out to you guys.
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man...it's weird....we are
man...it's weird....we are so similar...
Only my mom comes to my room all the time to tell me stupid things like "i'm taking a shower" or "I made dinner even though I know you won't like it" and "I'm going to the store". I've told her many times not to.
I know how annoying moms can be when it comes to waking you up for things.
And I can't get a job either. I sent applications to so many places, but they never end up wanting me. I have tried to explain this to my mom too, but she still keeps bringing up me not having a job in every argument.
It sounds like your family is stressing you out.
Once again, so is mine. I think we are the same.
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The thing with jobs is that
The thing with jobs is that you NEVER tell them that you're going to be leaving at the end of the summer--you just lie and lie and lie until like the day before you leave.
I'm sorry about all the family crap and the whole leaving you out of things--I know how that goes.
That's the problem. I was
That's the problem. I was June calendar girl, so I was on the front page with a description of my activities and goals, which is also included me going to Truman this fall. So just about the whole town knows..
(I think its so funny that I'm June calendar girl and June is Pride month. Haha)
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It sounds like you just need
It sounds like you just need to leave home and get off to college.
I know what you mean about trying to get a summer job. I can't start really until my exams are over (so late June). And then I'm away with friends. And then I have like a month before I'm away with family. Then uni. So there's no point.
And your older brother is being stupid (it seems he's making a habit out of it). But then he probably still sees you (and will always see you) as a child and so in his mind he's still able to criticise the things you do in a way that he just wouldn't with anyone else.
Families are easier to love from a distance. I'm lucky with mine- mostly the more um.. trying members are all scattered about.
i want a job and i need a
i want a job and i need a job but im too fucking young i've handed out like 25 applications and i'm 15 so i can't get a job. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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At least you are leaving for college soon hey!Why not just take the job your bro offered you?Its your life,and hey I agree if your getting paid then its a job.
Bummer about the wisdom teeth!!
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt