so, i was kinda freaking out about my friend having a girlfriend. but, i think i realized what was wrong.

I've known her since before she was born. we grew up together. i helped her learn to read and multiply. i actually taught her how to brush her teeth. she's always been like a younger sister to me, even though she's only about 8 months younger. but now she's all grown up, and i think that just scares me a little. cuz if she's grown up, then i guess that makes me grown up too.

plus, I'm probably a little jealous that she has a girlfriend and i don't. but still. i feel kind of a lot better now that i figured it out.

also, i didn't get a D in Chem. i got a C. which is amazing news. so there!