I'm back...already

utter_insanity's picture

So, apparently my dad didn't tell me that my trip to Oregon wasn't going to be two and a half weeks long after all... I am SO mad at him. Allow me to explain:

Apparently my dad had a discussion with my grandmothers who I was traveling with. It happened before the trip, and my grandmas asked him if it was okay if after the trip, I went back to their house with them for the remainder of the two and a half weeks. He said yes, and then proceeded NOT TO TELL ME ABOUT THE DECISION.

That doesn't make any sense, does it? Okay, I'll try to elaborate. I thought I was going to be in Oregon for the entire two and a half weeks, but in fact, my dad and grandmas made a decision that in the middle of the two and a half weeks, I was going to go back to my grandmas' house with them instead of staying in Oregon. And no one told me about the decision, so I thought I'd be in Oregon for the entire time.

So, I stayed in Oregon about....*counts* 11 days. Now I'm at my grandmothers' house, and I'm going to stay there until next week on the 13th, when I will take a flight back to my house.

Ugh, this is so confusing. *brain explodes*

But I like it at my grandmothers' place. They live on top of a mountain in the middle of a forest, and it's pretty quiet here. It's a nice change from my own house, since it's always so darn noisy there. I have three younger siblings, and there are two dogs and a cat living with us as pets. Plus, I learned when I called my house that while I was gone, my mom adopted three kittens and their mommy cat. Yikes... My house is going to be completely crazy when I get back home... I am looking forward to the kittens, though. I'm a huge cat person, and I just love kittens. Aww!

I'm going to go now. Later on, I'll write a journal entry about what I did in Oregon, but right now I need to start reading up on what I've missed on Oasismag while I've been gone. This is going to take a while. Ugh.

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dykehalo's picture

this may be a stupid

this may be a stupid question but i'm asuming your grandmas know your gay??
~~~NO DAY BUT TODAY~~~

utter_insanity's picture

Sadly...

...no. That is, I've never told them that I am. They probably suspect I am, though. When I came out to my mom, she started calling my grandmas and asking them how to deal with me coming out at such a young age. (I was twelve at the time.) My mom thought I was too young to know I'm gay, and so we went through kind of a rough period then. My mom believes me now, but I'm still afraid to tell my lesbian grandmothers, which is completely ridiculous, I know. I'm afraid they won't believe me, like my mom did in the beginning.

But they've seen me reading LGBT books like Rubyfruit Jungle while I was visiting them, so they probably at least suspect I'm questioning. I'm trying to find a good time to come out to them. *sigh*


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dykehalo's picture

Yeh... they probably do know

Yeh... they probably do know since your mom called asking for help.
But i kinda have the same thing but a little different where i'm afraid to tell other lesbains i'm gay cuz they won't believe me... weird... not at all the same but kinda similar lol.
~~~NO DAY BUT TODAY~~~