
http://cbs5.com/topstories/local_story_159222541.html <--that right there is pretty damn strange.
Anyway... school's over. I'm a sophomore. This is so wild. And strange. And different. And confusing. I really don't get it. This time last year I had just come out to my second friend, almost completely by accident. Except, it's not even that, it's just that... I'm moving through high school. I'm going to graduate one year sooner. My senior friends are leaving. I won't get to see most of my school friends for another two months. I get to sleep again. I'm going to summer camp (day camp, because I have this weird thing about sleepaway I haven't quite gotten over). It's... weird.
Of course, none of this will matter if I flunk my finals tomorrow (global... ARG!) and Friday (extended honors math, YEARGH!), and next Wednesday (meh, Bio Regents. Who gives?)
Our Junior Chorus concert was yesterday. My last one with Junior, actually. Next year I get to be in a GOOD chorus that can frickin' STAY ON KEY! YAYYYY!!!! But I'll miss it, a little bit. Today was the last chorus meeting, and a few of us were just hanging around afterwards with me on the piano (BSing all the way) singing some old songs. And it was fun. And I'll miss it a little. I'll also miss being [one of the] best in the chorus. I don't mean to sound conceited, but I think I was one of the best... because I kept my whole section on-key most of the time. I just have issues with blending because a) I'm Broadway to the core, and b) I'm afraid that if I'm too quiet the altos will be invisible. Which I shouldn't be, but I am. But, we sang the song I wrote (The Blueberry Blues; I can't log into that account because I'm a genius and forgot my password, so it's the last song. Don't judge me on any of the quality on the myspace. I know they suck. I'm sorry, they were really bad recordings... yeargh...) So, yeah, our chorus director is boring as fuck so we butchered that, along with Defying Gravity and an a capella arrangement of Long and Winding Road. But despite the butchering... apparently people liked it. Which is good. And Em and Estee gave me... blueberry muffins!!! At the end of the show. It was so nice ^^ But when our director introduced me as the composer, I shoulda bowed. I didn't know I was supposed to. Fuck... ah well.
...Oh my God. I'm out of school.
Comments
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gay bomb... wtf?
Don't apologize for calling me Sir
i'm am sooo lost. was that a
I am sooo lost. was that a joke? i mean, wtf? seriously? Seriously?
Ooookay...
Dude, a gay bomb? Seriously? That is completely offensive and yet bizarrely funny.
Oh, and I'm glad people liked your chorus production! That's always a good feeling. I have a problem with blending my voice with the rest of my choir, too. The rest of the altos in my choir are reeeeeally quiet, and I hate blending in. I like singing, but I prefer singing along to rock-ish songs. I have a weirdly deep voice for a girl, and I can't really hit high notes the way all of the girls on Broadway do. Ugh.
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