So I went driving ala driving school program tonight and the driving instructor was sort of weird... we were talking fine at first, and then semi-awkward silence and me just asking obvious questions for the hell of it. And 15+ more to go with the man :S Driving around was fine, except at the end he didn't communicate very clearly at all where the hell I was to go, and we were in a municipal area and you need to go 40 max lalala, there were at least 3 cars behind me, he says 'right' and I say 'you want me to turn right here?' and I'm not sure quite what happened, but I swerved right with the gas pedal down at a stop sign to turn right and he hit the brake and grabbed the wheel and was all 'what are you DOING?!'. So I said sorry and reeally sorry and you said to turn right, so I tried and accidentally overstepped the gas... lalala then we drive home and it's even MORE awkward and then we're outside my house and have to schedule the next one and he tells me not to drive on the road without him haha.

I personally dislike driving a lot, I'm a child to be chauffered about and admire everything and everyone (read: attractive males) I spy! So alas, I must learn how to drive for the sake of my future... but I still dislike it. And good LORD people drive close, rearview mirror+me breaking at a stop sign = they seem to be less than 3 feet away from the goddamn rear. So not comfort-making.

I want Harry Potter 7 to be out! Or to see Harry Potter 5 the movie mmm. I'm so outdated compared to the books (age wise) but maybe not? Since the protagonists are now MY age really, it's funny. Umbrella by Rihanna keeps getting stuck in my head. My mother will probably go insane soon from having to drive me everywhere (I'm trying hard to go extracurricular nuts), especially considering I have summer school for a course.

The boy in my classe d'histoire is staying back another year (his choice, for another credit for uni... he's smartish, but alas not smart smart, still beautiful!) so yay. Had a semi-weird convo today. I love meeting his eyes. I just want to be alone in a room with him so I can say "why do our eyes always seem to connect?" and see what he says. Or so I can just be a little child and jump on him and say JUST KIDDING or something abusurd, just for the sake of touching. I get a lovely vibe when he looks at me and we always exchange looks in class... now the year is drawing to a close :(

He's going to prom (only grade 12s, so not me anyway) but has no GF... hmm. What can I say in passing to stir his ire or give him some hints at me liking him or SOMETHING? I brushed his hand today when he passed me something hahaha. It was a charged touch though and we had another eye-connection then mmm. Hopefully I won't be crushed when he goes, or over the summer because he's not there.