OMG BUT I'M A CHEERLEADER MADE ME SOOOOO HAPPY!!! ^^ I mean, apart from awesome kiss/sex scenes (Clea Duvall is SO. HOT. I love her), it was just really funny and sweet. I watched it a sleepover with a buncha school people. And... I think I'm starting to crush on MC. Arg. Fucking [w]hor[e]mones. Just leave me and my friends alone!!! Gah! But, yeah, it's sorta annoying and gets in the way of stuff and makes things slightly awkward. Actually, not that much, I just try to ignore it. And I don't even know how much of a crush it is, it's just... arg. Well, on the bright side, I guess this means I'm sortakinda getting over my best friend. And last night, we were the only ones awake (me and MC), and... she's straight, but she told me that she's got a sorta girl crush, that she's been finding lesbian sex scenes attractive... but she wouldn't tell me who she liked, and said she'd tell me on Monday (sleeping over there again, this time just the two of us). Which makes me think that she couldn't tell me last night because it applied to someone there. And the weird, insatiable, fantasy-y part of my brain is wondering if it's me. But that's probably just wishful thinking. I don't even know what'd happen if she did like me, which she probably doesn't. I just... bah. My hormones are bitches. I sort of wish I was just fucking straight, and could talk about guys with everyone else, and didn't have to put up with all this prejudice and being worried that I'm being too flaunt-y if I talk about girls the same way my friends talk about guys, and didn't fall for my friends. Damn.

W/e, I'm off to Zach's BBQ. Finally gonna record the Kyrie I wrote, I think, because there are a bajillion singers coming to this thing. Funfun. Bye all.