So, I've been officially "out and about" per se since Monday, and it's beenpretty dang great. It's still quite wild to be able to talk about my crush to my friends so openly, and have no problem doing it. Everytime I see her (my crush), my heart flutters. I once heard in passing that her name is Jen, so everytime I hear someone say that name in the hallway, I have to quickly glace around to see if they're calling out to her. (Note to self: find an opportunity to talk to her before she graduates.)
As so many people suggested to me, (thaks to all of you who replied by the way), I gave Friend B some time to adjust, and you know what she said to me last night? "I just wanted to let you know sweetie that even though I don't agree with what you're doing, I still love you, and you'll always be my best friend." Awwwww... it was quite the warm fuzzy moment. And then she told me all about the buy she's been crushing on, and how he likes her back, and we spent like, two hours talking about his wonderfulness. So all in all, I've lost zero friends in my coming out process, which I have added to my list of "Things To be Grateful For." (Yeah, I really do keep a list of things to be grateful for. It helps me when I'm having a bad day, and I need a reason to keep going. You should really try it sometime.)
In other news, I got my bottom braces on earlier today. I now have a mouthfull of silver, and kinda look like an episode of "Pimp My Mouth". It's pretty wild, whenever I ignore the dull pain and pressure of having a thick wire force my teeth together!
So, did anyone else have a good day, or something that happened worthy of making the "Things to be Grateful For" list? I'd love to hear about it.
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I'm definetely grateful for
I'm definetely grateful for having such understanding friends. And mother, for that matter. However, I'm only out to my 3 best friends, my mom and people at the youth group I went to. So others may be less accepting. However, at least I have the best people on my side.