So, school is out in 15 school days, and 22 days total. This is fabulous, of course, but I'm finding I lack the motivation to keep up my work. Which is bad. For example, I am writing this journal entry instead of doing my homework. And it's almost 11:00.
Also, when I go off to highschool, I will be parted from my friend. The word doesn't do her justice. This girl is my pillar, my little sister, the love of my life and the absolute best person to have a conversation with. I don't want to leave her. Obviously, it's not like I'm moving out-of-state or anything, but seeing her will be more difficult. Oh well. We'll manage.
Added to end-of-the-year blahness, I haven't slept well in weeks. There's always some reason I need to be awake, and in that the reasons are good ones, sleep takes backseat. But it all adds up, and I'm goddessdamn tired. This doesn't bode well for the classes where paying attention requires all my mental faculties. If half of them are chanting "sleep, goddamn you, sleep!", they can't possibly focus on Pickett's Charge or any similar event. Oy.
My coming out at school has gone seemingly unnoticed. The only difference is that most of my friends make an effort to call me 'he', and I have to use the office bathroom. Hopefully highschool will go better, in that my mom talked to the powers that be there, to see what could be done. Sigh. It shouldn't be this difficult to exist, but it is. So there you go.
I want sleep, a shower and coffee, in that order. However, I am unlikely to get them for a while at the very least.
Bleh. Off to either do my homework or procrastinate some more. Sigh.