A quick journal before I go to bed...

Graduation is coming up! Next week. I want a bunch of my friends (underclassmen because the seniors just like to get high and drunk) to celebrate with me. Luis suggested we go to the park and act like idioits. How fun would that be? LOTS! I hope Emily (my crush) can go.

I found out that Emily talks about me alot, at least according to one of her friends I just met today.

My parents want to throw me a graduation party. I'm getting a pinata (the paper machete animals you smack with a stick) and if I combine my grad party with my sis's bday party I could have a bouncy castle/house.

I asked Emily if she's going to graduation. She said she only goes if she has a relative graduating. I'm confused. This either means she doesn't want to come or she wants me to ask her to come.

I went to a choir concert with Emily and a mutual friend of ours. Basically, we just stood in a group but didn't talk much. Nothing big. She smiled at me.

I dunno what to think about her interest in me. Does she like me? Just as a friend? Sometimes I get that "oh yes, this seems like it's going good!" feeling and other times it feels like I'm just bothering her.

I meant for this to be shorter...

Goodnight!