I never thought graduation would be something that would suck so bad (I'll be graduating this Friday).
My crush, "Emily", admitted she likes me, but she doesn't want a relationship because I'm graduating :(
Her friend told me that she is denied a social life during the summer because her parents are super strict.
HELLO?! I can drive!
But I guess, I dunno, she doesn't see it worth working so hard for.
He also said that she'd get super jealous when I started dating other
girls in college.
But, I don't see the deal b/c we don't even know if our relationship would last that long because she's not giving it a chance
Also, she's recently gone through bad experiences of guys and girls leaving her, moving away, or lying to her
I sorta understand her situation, but I'm being a selfish bitch and want her to be with me anyway
I yearn for her, but it feels weird. It's kinda like my emotions have been numbed as a response to her rejection
I avoided her today
But I passed her in the hall and she smiled at me
I couldn't help but weakly smile back
I still invited her to my after-graduation bonfire celebration at my house in the boonies.
I'm still hoping she'll show up