Graduation: Disaster to My Chance of A Girlfriend!!! D:

15 May, 2007 - 12:58am — Toph

I never thought graduation would be something that would suck so bad (I'll be graduating this Friday).

My crush, "Emily", admitted she likes me, but she doesn't want a relationship because I'm graduating :(

Her friend told me that she is denied a social life during the summer because her parents are super strict.

HELLO?! I can drive!

But I guess, I dunno, she doesn't see it worth working so hard for.

He also said that she'd get super jealous when I started dating other
girls in college.

But, I don't see the deal b/c we don't even know if our relationship would last that long because she's not giving it a chance

Also, she's recently gone through bad experiences of guys and girls leaving her, moving away, or lying to her

I sorta understand her situation, but I'm being a selfish bitch and want her to be with me anyway

I yearn for her, but it feels weird. It's kinda like my emotions have been numbed as a response to her rejection

I avoided her today

But I passed her in the hall and she smiled at me

I couldn't help but weakly smile back

I still invited her to my after-graduation bonfire celebration at my house in the boonies.

I'm still hoping she'll show up

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Comments

15 May, 2007 - 1:53am — rowie

:(

she is silly, you should totally try a relationship together or you will always be left wondering... try and win her over! good luck!

--i used to be a tomboy, now im a full grown lesbian--

**you must be the change you wish to see in the world**

15 May, 2007 - 5:18am — joemondragon

I'm with rowie this time,

I'm with rowie this time, she sounds like she's not even giving it a chance. Try to convince her, or every time you see her after this, it'll be totally awkward.

"A friend is someone who bails you out of jail; a best friend is someone who stands in the cell next to you and says 'that was freakin' awesome'"
-Dr. Jamie Morris

15 May, 2007 - 6:23am — -Ruby-

it doesn't sound like ur being selfish at all.
more like ur being very thoughtful and pleasant, and this girl has a lot of issues.
i don't do too well with rejection myself, so all i can offer u is this hug:
*HUG* :o)

15 May, 2007 - 8:39am — jeff

Well...

Anyone putting up roadblocks before anything happens will likely do the same in a relationship.

I mean, it's sort of presumptuous that the relationship would last long enough for it to be an issue. And, if it did, then you deal with it. If you constantly avoid living to avoid hurting, you'll experience nothing.

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15 May, 2007 - 8:35pm — 808Chik

:( awwww hun. you should

:( awwww hun. you should talk to her more and let her know that she should take this chance 'cause c'mon...who would give up this chance to go out with someone like you? i understand the part too about her not really trusting people 'cause of the exes in her life...but not everyone is like that and people deserve a chance.

well...sooo happy that your graduating...hopefully i can send what i was gonna send ya!!

good luck with "emily" and like i told you...it'll get better...it always does :)

"i am who i am, so don't judge me for being myself"