So quickie, but I had a nice day today, have this horrible English thing to do tomorrow that I'm not really prepared for but will HAVE to do anyway. I saw/met 3 guys tonight that I knew were gay the moment I saw them, and have considered gay all along, even though none were obviously out.
They don't all hang out, two are sort of forced to, but anyway... they all mentioned having girlfriends, and I was mentally: WTF?! They're soooooooooooooooooooooo obviously gay. The clothes, hair, voice, literacy, leg-over-leg when sitting, one of them even flirty stared me down tonight!
I don't have anything against them, I just think it's bizarro fake-a-gay classification which I just had to shove in here because it sounded like a nice tidy label. Except it doesn't make sense with these guys, but they are all pretty clearly homosexual (not flamboyant, but it's obvious they aren't STRAIGHT) yet try to put up the front that they are straight via GFs and some hooooooorible macho-sport attempt talk at one point.
And now I'm going to be hanging with them way more often, egads. It's a good thing, but at the same time... I come off pretty obviously gay sometimes, especially in my attitudes towards some things, so I really wonder where my relationship (not outside of friendship!) with all of them will go.
Prediction: 1 of the 3 will come out as gay in college, 1 will be in the closet for life, 1 will fake-a-gay through life but have tons of on the side gay relationships that his gf/wife will pretend not to notice.