It's my first seder since my great-uncle Al died.

My best friend is considering cutting and acting like a drama queen, and I'm still hopelessly in love with her.

I haven't really talked to me other cutter friend about her cutting in ages.

My grandmother's coming over. I'm not sure if I should come out to her. She'll be taking my room and generally being half-senile and annoying.

I'm remembering my suspicions that B used to cut.

I haven't spoken to or thought about MD for ages. I remember visiting her in the psych ward. She got kicked out of school, now she's on a forced wilderness retreat in Utah or something. I'm writing an essay about her. I feel so... god, I don't know.

I don't want to let my best friend get out of hand or anything because I didn't notice E or MD in time.

Gotta go.